Wednesday, January 21, 2009


I titled this blog prayer and who am I asking prayer for, well myself. I've been having a bad couple of days. I've let my mind take control of my feelings. I have a good family that I know loves me. But I let what other people (not my family) have said to me in the past really get me down. I've come to the realization because of myself that I don't want to make jokes of where someone is from or how they act. Because in secret the jokes maybe killing them inside.
I live in America where I've found out that I don't have an opinion. I can't be a critic, because some people can't handle the critic side of me. All I have to say is don't get in the business brother! Because there will be worse people then me. So I live in America where I have no freedom of speech and I've been told that I'm stupid and if I'm not told that, then my mind screams and tells me stuff from the past.
So I'm asking people I don't even know to pray for me. I would like to see the sun shine again. I would like God to point me in the right direction.


Nina in Portugal said...

You have my prayers.

Kristi said...

I'll pray for you, Starla,

I will tell you this too, that other people's opinion of us should matter little. It is God's opinion of us that matters.

Love you,
~Kristi said...

I have been praying for you as well.

Also remember what Ronald Reagan said to George H.W. Bush when he became President - "Don't let the turkeys get ya down!"

It's a little outta context, but it fits.